Picnic-2011 by Ministry of Agriculture.

Dutch Bangla Bank is my best Friend-Krishan Konna Rahia

Writer Krishan Konna Rahila

 

 

After August 4/2009 Nobonita has been thinking how to do she will go in front of them. But in order to big brother. Once she has written her prayer thinking and thinking and afternoon she goes to her big brother and then she is thinking same word. But she helpless in here. She of course to meet them but not thisway. After that to occurred some incident of  human life that only unexpected. Thisway to passed somedays.

As usual Nobonita is thinking to sitting in her car to coming office time that just today she will go to the Datchbangla Bank to meet Dr. Khan sir. After reached she completed her all routine works  and then called to Dr. Khan Sir by phone. From opposite site  to hear sir’s voice.

She said, ‘ how are you sir ? are you remember to me ?

Dr. Khan said, ‘ Yes. How are you ?

Nobonita said, ‘ good. But sir I want to meet you once.

Dr. Khan, ‘ Next week come on.’

Nobonita, ‘ Sir so urgent today only two or five minutes please.

Dr. khan,’ ok, after one 1 pm come on.

Nobonita, ‘ Thank you sir.

She kept her receiver. To day her sir is no office. She to talked her Joint secretary and come out of her office and took a rickshaw and straight had gone the Sena kollayon Bhaban of Motijheel. She had come by lift fifth floor. Just after four years Nobonita has come in here. She salam to sir and seated there. Dr. Khan sir was so busy in spite of he asked to her, now how are your health condition ? how your children ? have you gone again India for check up ?

Nobonita said,’ Sir I am fine. But mentally so distressd. Now I started writing only to share my distress.  I have written a lot of but no published. But big brother has not know what I am doing now.

Dr. Khan said, ‘ you say anything ?

Nobonita said, ‘ Sir thisway I come here never in my thought, I wrote to your kindness all of my writing. At that my miserable period you stood beside of us. I never forget your kindness. My big brother said to come in here, so come in. Then sir asked about my sons. She did not waste his time, so she standing up and to said Dr. Khan that sir now I am fighting, as like as past you was beside to us, just tomorrow you will  stay of us, only I hope to you, please pray to me, not any others.

She come out in the room and as usual to come down and took a rickshaw. Nobonita’s rickshaw is running in the middle of the commercial area of Motijeel. She is looking everything of her black glace. She is looking at the long sky and thinking the break and made  of human life. How to do break and how to do create nobody don’t knows that. As like as she could not forget  twenty years of her life. She is thinking only that no word today come thisway in here. Just this time flash back she is looking that ‘a evening Shumon and Manoshi was drinking tea , then Sumon said to her, ‘now you reached Shahi Mohol. You are now the choto Begum of Shahi Mohol.’ To day she could be living big apartment, big car and hot not. Shumon wanted to give  everything only without one thing. But she wanted only one thing, but he could not. In here happened the play true and false.

Suddenly come back orginal sense she is thinking again that next after two week big brother will come back from America and said to meet again. And in this time to search of others place. She is thinking why she will go to other place ? Why they responsible ?  who are responsible they are not help to me. But I can’t go to other place. That’s impossible for me. This is our society , our world. In here no values of integrity. This society only for them. Not for me. I can not go to others thisway. But in order of big brother.I can’t abide by his order. Now I am so tried and tried. Thisway once her tears rolling her eyes.

This time her rickshaw has reached the G.P.O. She straight to entered his office and to sitting her computer. She is thinking and thinking. Her life is full of mixure pains and joys. As have a lot of pains, on the other hand have a lot of joys happiness.

Nobonita thinking that big brother loves her, so he has done by her but She loves Dutch bangle  Bank, her so much miserable period Dutch Bangla Bank was standing up beside them. She recall when they gave one lac taka cheek and Dr. Khan (Dr. Mozzamel Hossain khan,consultant of DBB) said to her that our governance body decided  only for your best quality that how much struggling with two sons only being a woman. Yet you not go of others for helping that’s only your medical purpose only, please don’t lost this money, always remember it was not your before.

As usural by the word of Dr. Khan she kept that money to Bank by FDR. Every year last November she got above ten thousand taka only. That’s money expended only her younger son study purpose. By kindness of God no any expend for her medical purpose. From that day she did not any tension of her younger sons for admit every last year. She recall that her miserable period she went to her friends SB Internation school for admit her younger son. But he did not admitted, then a K.G school admitted him a lot of consideration. So now her son is studing for the help of  that K.G school and the help of Datch Bangla Bank. She always seems to this money is giving only Datch Bangla Bank to her. So she can not thought that ? But now after a long distressed she is standing up in front of this Dutch Bangla Bank again. Is she can’t say Dutch Bangla is my best friend ? To be any wrong ? Only some year distance again she is coming in here. Is this no wrong for her ?  Wrong-right she does not know only know that who are responsible they could not anything for her. Whereas how many time they to do for me ?

She recall again she said to Dr. Khan that sir now I am start fighting, I will want be succeed. If any causes I will die, then of course you will stay beside of my two sons. I have writing a lot of but no open my face cover because in front of me a lot of obstacles that not break up and not going outside. In this world so a little number of good peoples, but have some good peoples-only for that in this world is so nice now today also.

Nobonita has taught a word that good and bad never living altogether. Her integrity, sinceriety and morality  has taught her to walking high head only. Today her request to sir that as like as big brother has sent her to in here. But she request to sir that today no money, only pray for her that’s one day reached her last destination only.(cont.)

My days of born and death in Cmch, Vellore of India.

Cmch, Vellore of India

In 2004 I was working at important budget section of Ministry of Agriculture. Then our deputy secretary Mrs. Rokhshana Ferdous was my boss. She loves me so much. At that time I affected brain tumor. She sometimes said to me that as it were I go to doctor only for my two sons. But my struggle life no time for that. Even senior secretary Ferdoushi Akhter also said that. So once I went Dr. Abdul Haye, neurologist of Ibneshina. By his order did my CT scan and knew that I affected my brain tumor and emmidiately to operation. In his order once I decided and to informed my brothers of Narail. At that time quickly they came and took me to near them and quickly sent me Cmch, Vellore of India. Then urgent completed our passport and visa and to started to India.

May be that day was 29 March/2004. First April/04 we reached Cmch. We reached may be 12.00 pm and instantly to do appointment of Dr.Ari.Chacko. My brothers friend Proshit Kundo who lived in Bangoloure, he came and joined us because he knew everything of Cmch. We are new at there. When we enter Dr. Ari.G.Chacko’s room. He first time saw my Ibnesina’s CT scan report and said that’s tumor is binaine that’s form of stem root. After operation when smile, mouth deviation occurs in the right direction. He also said that if operation will be half so no deviation. But also said if she is my sister of course to advice to remove whole tumor. Then instanstly he order for admission and short time to arranged my operation First time regular when I was in my bed. Then all of doctors sometimes come me and to test variety process.

April 5/2004 my operation performed. I went may be 7 am in the operation table. After that I did not know what happened of my life. Once I woke up and saw two nurse and a doctor may be.  I saw all my body covered a lot of Tar. a lot of salaine was pushing in my hand, leg and others. Around me a lot of computers. Seem to me now I am going so far distance, a small sound was coming in my ear. In my thoughts now I will to die. then I called a sister by hand moving. Then they come and I told to them now I will die, please call my sister in law (bhabi), I have two sons, I will tell to her, as it were after my death they take care to Schwan and Rafsan properly. But they did not allow anyone this time to near me. when day and night became I did not understand. But once I woke up and saw beside my bed Dr. Ari. Chacko and his doctors team. Then he  order to sister for bring a glass of water. Then she bought and gave to me for drinking. Then all water had falled down. Then Dr. Ari. Chacko told that operation is succeed.

But occurred a interesting thing I did not getting well soon . Water was coming by nose. thats brain fluid. I did not understand anything no see sun light and no feelings only understand a Marbel are moving in my head. Regular Dr. Ari. Chacko came with his doctors team that means Round up. I did not know Tamil language or good enlish. After that once I request to Dr. Ari. Chacko that I want to live, please save my life. He told to me nothing, you of course will good health soon.

Dr. Ari, Chacko’s doctor team there are- Dr. Ipc.V.George. Dr. Biji Bahuleyan, Dr. Samson, Dr. Mahesh, Dr. Rojin Abraham, Dr. Roy Thomas Daniyl and other always tried their best of and at last they save my life by Almighty. They love me so much. They liked to me so much.  Even all nurse take care so much. They are as like as a Mother Teresha. They told a lot of story by Tamil language but I did not understand. Rahila Soja. Nose may pani haye ? Kuje be malum ? Khana kaye and hot not. Whole night they was sitting in my room.

After twelve days may be I was understanding  slowly and memorey recall. First I recall my two sons picture and then my mother, brothers, sister who was standing up of my coming period. And always praying for me. Then office and others. They was praying for me. Even Deputy secretary(adnm.) Rokhshana Ferdousi when had gone DC of Manikgong, in there she was looking at me, now how to my condition. Thisway I come back my memorey. Sometimes I was standing beside the window and try the utter voice - First I said-Twincle, Twincle little star how I wonder what you are-------. and looking at the Calender page, date and day, time. Sometimes in the night I went to Doctors waiting room. Some doctors was working computer and I was observing what happening ? then I recall my office when always I hard worked in there (Ministry of Agriculture Important Budget section for 10 years). I recall my computer and my documents.

In there my two times operation performed by Dr. Ari, Chacko. At that reason I stayed long time cmch bed. Two times they consider to me only for their to serve of humankind. In there I always observed their serve. So wonderful ! In there I know the name of Ida. S. scudder who is the founder of Cmch. I heard that once she came Tamilnadu Vellore with his doctors father from America. She observed a lots of man died of various disease. She go back to America and performed medical science and came back to Tamilnadu, Vellore in India. She made first time a bed of  clinic there and now cmch al most 2300 beds.  There all doctors always remember that their serve is religion. Only this reason there death rate is so little. At that day I got my new life. On the other hand at that day  a father (padre) touch me and pray for me to God. At that time I knew if he touched anybody. She will get a long life. So from days always it seems to me that my life is so precious. So valuable.  I remember my Dr. Ari. Chacko who as like as a saint to me. For this always I am grateful my Almighty Alah and thankful my Dr. Ari. G. Chacko, Cmch, vellore of INdia.

Ida. S. scudder, Founder of Cmch.Vellore of India.

100 years warnty card

Hospital no. 447602C

Krishan Konna Rahila, Bangladesh (operation period in 2004)

 Two times operation discharge Summary first time 05 April to 21 April/2004 and

second time 17 July to 21 July/2004..

 

Let me look at at ur eyes, look at my face, peace and be still.

Krishan Konna November 19 at 9:31am ,2010

right.

Manob Sheyna November 19 at 11:33am Reply• Report

U R Relly Wise !!

Manob Sheyna November 19 at 11:34am Reply• Report

Thanks Krishan Konna, LUV & MISS YOU ..

Krishan Konna November 19 at 3:53pm

Thanks my dear firiend I also to all of you who love and understand me really my friend God bless you.

Manob Sheyna November 19 at 4:43pm Reply• Report

But is there that kind of relationship at all on this earth, What do u seems! u have talent experience upto this life, u saw beautifully the bitterness & if it is then for how much time could U hold it for each other & just the dimension through of it where as our nature of greedy our expectation !!

WHATEVA Sweetie, I Have nothing but U will get everything from here as long as u really love me ! lol !! Krishan Konna

Krishan Konna November 19 at 6:46pm

Thanks my dear Manob for your nice msg. Although I dont fully understand of your msg. But understand something. Are you know krishan konna ? K k dont created one a day. Her roots are so strong and spread whole the world. My life was as full of loves that enriched me and on the other hand was so distressed for that only. I have seen to love so near but did not touch. Because I had some limitation or Muslim widow woman. Only for this I was so distressed and distressed. for this I cached my pen only reduced it. Today my love to spread of our poor, needy, helpless peoples of Bangladesh. If you Bangali, please read my blog. in there everything exposed. my best story -Dumb Crying'' that I wrote my love feelings only. Valo theko my dear friend. I am so happy to know from you. Really you are my good friend I like you so mcuh. Good luck.

Manob Sheyna November 19 at 7:19pm Reply• Report

Think Me A Parrot With Human Intelligence ! LUV ! Manob .

 Krishan Konna November 19 at 7:36pm

 I love you Manob . I hope oneday as like as me to be understand of our indispensable reality. My all loves today for all human wellbeing. I like and love to all of good person only. May Allah bless you and peace in always my dear friend. Good luck.

Manob Sheyna : November 19 at 7:13pm Report,2010

আমার ভালবাসা সব সময়হ তোমার পাশে থাকবে। আর এহ দুর্ভাগা এহ জাতির কথা ভেবে নিজের অবস্থানকে ভুলে যেও। তুমি অটুট না থাকলে কৃষানের উৎফুল যৌবন কহ ?তোমার মাঝেহ তো তারা খুজেঁ পায় তাদের ভবিষ্যৎ। আল্লাহ আমাদের যে অবস্থানে রেখেছেন,হয়ত এর চেয়ে ভাল রাখলে আমরা সুখি হতে পারতামনা। তেমনি হয়ত খারাপ থাকলেও ! হয়ত আমাদের অবস্থান আমাদেরকে নিজ নিজ স্থানে স্বমহিমায় মহিমান্বিত করেছে যথার্থহ !

লোল,তুমি মেচির্উড লাভের কথা বলছ ? এহ ভালবাসাহত মানুষকে পাওয়ার চেয়ে দেয় বেশি।আমি তোমার লেখা থেকে যতটুকু জেনেছি তাতে তোমার মত সম্মান্বিত একজন মানুষকে সেও ভালবাসার, সম্মান প্রদর্শনের দুরন্ত বর্হিপ্রকাশ জানাতে সুযোগ পেলে তো নিজেকে গর্ববোধ করবহ। দেখ আমরা যাদের জন্য ভালবাসা অনুভব করি,আপনেতেহ তাদেরকে আমরা আমাদের আপন মানুষদের সাথে বসিয়ে নেহ,যেমন ভাহ-বোন,মা-বাবা,প্রেয়সী। আর এহ কারনে যে সম্ধোধন আমাদের আপনবোধ করায় তাহ আমরা ব্যবহার করি আবার কেউবা করি পর ভেবেও আপন বলে নেয়া চাতুরতা খেলা অথবা আপনাকেও করি পর। সব জায়গায় সম্মোধন এক বিশেষ মাত্রা যোগ করে যা আমাদের মনের অবস্থার উপর নির্ভরশীল। বাস্তবে তুমি আমার সামনে্ থাকলে হয়ত দশ হাত দুর থেকে সালাম জানিয়ে মেডাম মেডাম করতুম,কিন্ত এহ আকাশের ঠিকানায় বাতাসে যে কথাগুলো ভাসিয়ে দিলাম তা তোমার ঠিকানা খুজেঁ নিবে ঠিকহ,কিন্ত আমাকে অস্তিত্ববহ করবেনা। সুতরাং এহ খেলায় লাভ ক্ষতির হিসেব নেহ-থাকতে পারে কিছু ভালবাসার কথা, জীবনের কথা,মানবতার কথা-কেহহ কারো সান্ধিন্ধে যোগ সুত্র খুজেঁ না, বয়সের তফাৎ জাত, ভেদ, মান মর্যাদা ও এহখানে উঠে আসেনা। যদি না আমরা এক প্রান্ত থেকে অন্য প্রান্তে নিজেদের মেকি অবস্থান সহায় নেহ-যাহা নিতান্তহ দু:খজনক এবং ক্ষমার অযোগ্য।

 যাহহোক, আমাদের এহ প্রানের শতস্ফুর্ত প্রকাশ এর সুযোগ থেকেহ আমরা বুঝে নিতে পারি স্বাধীনতা কাকে বলে। কি তাহার আকুলতা,তথা মার্ধুয্য।ভাবাবেগের এহ স্বাধীনতা প্রকাশ আমাদের প্রাণের খোরাক জোগায়,মনকে শক্তিশালী করে পরবর্তী সময়ের জন্য,বাচাঁর জন্য লড়াহ যাবার নেয়ামক হয়ে বস্তুত:আমার বাস্তবতা থেকে কৃষান কন্যা অনেক উপর-উপরে !!

ভাল থেকে।

-মানব

 Krishan Konna November 19 at 8:12pm

Now You make me cry. You are so nice Manob, of course you understand of our indispensable reality. I fully understand you from youপ writing. Till now a lot of msg. I recieved but this msg. মনে করিয়ে দিয়েছে সেহ কথাগুলি !  Who are you Manob ? Now I am so tried my friend, valo theko bondhu. Good luck.

Krishan Konna November 22 at 12:24am

Dear Manob,
You are so great ! Really I am so astonished when to read your msg. Actually who are you till now dont know. But I dont want to know never only know what you saying thats enough. But you are absolutely correct and your great realization that made me so happy and strong. You are my sadow friend that I know. Always shadow friend to indicate the path of true,fair and humanity that I know from my fbf life. Valo theko. Good luck.

Manob Sheyna November 22 at 12:54am Reply• Report

Dear Sweety,
দূর থেকে দিগন্ত যে যেমন একি রেখায় মিশে যায়-ভালবাসা গভীর হলে হয়ত নীল বেদনা ঘিরে রেখেছে আমায়-আমায়---সেহ পুরানো গুহটারুল করে হলেও সে তার পথ খুজেঁ পায় এমনিতেহ। মা বাবা ভাহ বোনত কত জনহ হতে পারে !কিন্ত বন্ধু হতে পারে কজন বল ?

একজন মা অথবা মায়ের মত বোনটি যেমন কাছের বন্ধু হতে পারে,আবার বাস্তবতার নিরিখে তার বিপরীত ভাবাও নিতান্তহ অবাঞ্চিত নয় !! Hope U Must Not Do Any More Admiration & Aspiration From Here !!

If U R My Friend Then Its a Open Door, Just Communicate !!

Valo Thako Bondho
Manob Sheyna

(অব্যাহত )

Sohossro Unnoyon Lokhkhomattraye Akivutokoron Bissho Bapi Protibondi Jonogosthir Khomotayon

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Krishan konna Rahila



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Thanks for your writing. Its really inspiring. May I know your address plz? Where are you from? Keep in touch.

Best wishes,

Waliur Rahman

                                                                                        Former Secretary, MoFA

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কৃষান কন্যা রাহিলা আন্তর্জাতিক প্রতিবন্ধী দিবস-২০১০ কমলাপুর
 রেলওওয়ে বস্তিতে

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বিজয়ের পথে যেতে যেতে

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বিজযের পথে যেতে যেতে

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                         এহত আমার বিজয় !!!!!!

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Copyright protected 2011.

To all of my friends of the World just only my last writing to you.

Rahila Khanun is coming the Victory field by behind door
of his children.

I am Rahila Khanum once change my orginal name and designated The Queen Krishan konna of Bangladesh always I have written all my writing.

Once I am so distressed, then I came in here and reduced my pains only. A lot of friends love and like me so much that mde me enriched.

After completed my writing I declared my Victory last 16 December/2010. At that day really I have got my Victory that always published of my facebook.

Once I cached my pen for whom, I never open my head cover, face cover for being 20 years. At last my Victory Day-2010 I hited to them and became arrested to them. So no never any face cover now. So now i open.

Rahila Khanum, Ministry of Agriculture.

After that I have wanted my justics for my whole life to my brother in law Adjutent General Mojahed Uddin Milon, Dhaka Cantonment, Chief Justics of Bangladesh, Law Minister, Secretary,Ministry of Agriculture, our PM Sheikh Hasina, Advisor, Health and welfare Dr. Syed Modasser Ali.

Now no pains, no sorrows and no remorse, Thats my Victory only. So now Krishan konna has dead. no need her. Rahila khanum has come in front of .

I have seen to all of our educated society, our woman society, our Reporter society, our close relative or others. Nobody did not come to put off my head cover, did not hear my dumb  crying. so now I have again covered my face cover.

I reall to all of my good friends of the world who like me so much. First once AghaTariq H khan pleased my integrity and wrote to me that I have read your story, here i advice y to concentrate on humanity as believe it is the life purpose of every new born baby '' Integrity of essence'' when you will start to feel pains for others, then your pains is finised.. This world has become like this where peoples always feel reluctant and avoid suce person who are always crying on their personal  story. I say you God is always very near to you.he loves you more than several time of a mother love.''

I recall when misunderatood with IHM of Pakistan my friend Chirstopher Mark Wingate wrote to me--

What do you do when things aren't going your way ?

Never give up. But I dont keep banging my head against the wall I stand back from it and  think about all the options. But the key is never, never give up the objective. And often the wall is an illusionary obstacle. In other world the thing that you think are in the way are not really whats stopping you. And perhaps most important-when someone says -no, dont worry about that, perhaps they just dont yet understand.

These are the words that will save us.'

I have known from him-'' The cost of failure is experience, but the cost for not trying is your soul''

You can not change human nature' Never say never.''

President World Peace Gong, Djuyoto Suntani my brother said to me that you are the real Queen of humanity and peace of Bangladesh.

I dont forget to all of you. All of your good wishes and blessing around me us that will only inspiration up coming days of my life.

Very interesting when I tried to writing english, then they understand so much. But I have a lot of writing by bangali. but in here no body did not consolation msg. to me. Even who disputed to my for being 20 years and who did not justics to me, even created me so distressed no coming in front of me. This is my Sonar Bangladesh. In here no humanity, no curtesy, no natural love feelings, no justice, no honor our  dumb crying.  In here close relatives dont recognise to their close relatives. Thats our reality,

I know a lot of friends who love me so much but no recall now. Of course I remember forever to all of them. Althought I will be absent for sometimes. After that when I come back of course recall to them.

Please my friends dont forget me not. I am in always by your side by your joy, by your tears.

I know that sometimes for my aggresive behave created a lot of problems. for you. Please forgive me

A lot of good wishes to all of you.

Sincerely-

Rahila Khanun (krishan konna)

Bangladesh

2 January/2011.